training update

I don’t have a lot of time, but at least today I feel up to writing. I’ve been really exhausted lately. So here’s a quick rundown. 

Braille: I have mainly been reading. I’ve found out that my reading aloud speed is 138 words per minute, and my speed when reading to myself is 206.

Computers; I’ve begun working on Microsoft Office, but that’s pretty much it. 

Travel: I’ve been working on walking to the apartments via Texas, instead of Mississippi. Then, unfortunately, I’ve had to come back by way of the north side of Mississippi, which is a broken up, steep mess. 

Kitchen: I’ve made grilled cheese, hamburgers, and bacon. This class will soon be my favorite. 

Shop: I’ve been continuing with my grid blocks, and have begun using the radial arm saw to cut my own wood. 

Dallas seems to be taking all this extremely well. I plan to write more tomorrow. Off to a new week I go.

training day four

Yesterday was full of new things. I slated for an hour in Braille, causing my hand to cramp, finished my typing assessment in computers, then went to seminar. This one was about the public’s misconceptions about the blind when it comes to employment. After lunch I finally got to cook in kitchen, even though it was only a hamburger. I went to Louisiana Tech to get a gym pass, so now I can go do spinning classes again, finally. Shop was pretty cool: I got to use a drill press for the first time. It made me feel so amazing. 

This center is really doing what I hoped it would. I feel much more confident in myself now. I feel as though I can conquer the world. 

third day of training

Quickly, quickly, I must write my post. I’m a little late to the party this morning and I feel like crap. So, on to yesterday. It was a pretty run of the mill day. I had Braille, where I read, computers, where I worked on typing, and travel, where I did the apartment route again. After lunch, I went back to computers because Arleen and something to do, so there was no kitchen. Back Braille I went to do more reading, and then, finally, I went to shop. Finally, I’ve progressed to something new. I’m making blocks with grid lines in them, marking them by using a mallet, then drilling holes where the marks are. All in all, a good day. I’ll report more later. Off to class I go. 

weekend

This is going to be a short post because there’s not a lot to tell. Saturday, we went to chase, cashed my stipend check, and then went to Sonic for lunch. It’s great to walk with friends and do things on a gorgeous day. The afternoon was filled with movies, followed by chicken alfredo for dinner and laundry. Sunday, I went to the grocery, got my hand slammed in a cab door, and then cleaned the apartment. Pizza was last night’s dinner, and then I ran a conference call for our guide dog users division. I got rid of a bunch of email that needed taken care of, then it was off to bed for me. 

Today begins another busy week of training. So off I go to do it. I get to walk in this morning, so I am very happy. 

training day two

Well, it’s Saturday morning and I’ve slept as long as I can. It sure has been a long week. Yesterday really made me think, and I was truly able to experience all of my classes. First up was home management. We spent the first few minutes touring the kitchen and looking in all the drawers and cabinets. I can tell I’m going to love this class. The minute I opened the spice cabinet, I was hit with the most amazing aroma of multiple spices. As I read the labels on the containers, I was in heaven. Cumin, garlic, red pepper, everything I could have dreamed of. I’m already forming ideas in my head of what I’m going to cook. When Arleen, my instructor, went over the requirements for the course, I smiled. I’m going to be learning some of the most amazing skills: dough from scratch, pasta making, using a pressure cooker, and many others. I love to cook, and I just can’t wait to get started. 

Shop class was next. I finished the measuring portion in less than an hour, earning me the right to move on to the next set of tools. JD, my instructor, told me to put a block he handed me in the vice. I looked at him and informed him that I had no clue what I was doing. He said, “I know that.” and proceeded to watch me solve this problem. That’s really what this class is about: problem solving. It’s not about learning the carpentry trade. You learn a lot of new skills, but you also learn how to solve problems that are thrown at you. During my measuring challenge, there were many tools going at once. People were talking, and, whenever JD was around, there was good-natured teasing going on. From this, we learn to work accurately and efficiently, despite distractions in the workplace. So, back to the vice. After some examining of the equipment in front of me, I figured out that there was a moving part that I could use to open the vice. I did so and triumphantly placed my block of wood in and closed the device firmly. I then learned to use my click ruler, in combination with a square and scratch all, to make lines on the block, beginning to form a grid. My first attempt was a bit clumsy, with crooked lines and several mistakes. However, I know that, with practice, I will do it right. 

     After lunch was Braille, where we took turns reading paragraphs from our respective books. It turned out to be quite amusing, intertwining paragraphs from completely different stories. Mine was Gone with the Wind, our instructor had a novel by Steinbeck, and someone else was reading Twilight. You can imagine how fun it got. 

     In computers, I did some of my typing evaluation. We are all required to start at the same place and prove that we know what we say we know before we can move on to the next step. Time flew by, and soon it was time for travel. 

     IT was ninety degrees outside, with an extreme amount of humidity. However, travel class was still happening and my job was to learn the route to the apartments. It’s not a hard route, but a few of the streets, Bonner, for example, are a little difficult. After the route, I was told that I was cleared to start walking into the center, as long as I walk with someone, rather than using the van. I was ecstatic. Finally, my dog will get some work. 

     Speaking of dogs, I must give an update on Dallas. He seems to be coping well with the separation, at least for now. He welcomes me with a wagging tail and many kisses on breaks, and he is always eager to go somewhere. He has been having some trouble when he is relieving, which seems to have cleared up over the last couple days. WARNING: If you don’t want to hear about poop, don’t read this. OK. So when Dallas would poop during the first couple of days, he would go in about four different places, making it really difficult for me to pick up after him. I was really concerned, but it seems to have straightened itself out. 

     Anyway, I’m starting to see some of the reasoning behind the dog policy here at LCB. First of all, the rooms are mostly very small and very crowded. The kitchen barely has room for two people in the same space. The shop is very loud, and there is some danger to the dog’s hearing. In other places, I have not yet figured out why we can’t have out dogs, but I’ll provide more perspective on that later. 

     Last night was spent very lazily. Several friends came over to eat a Mexican dish prepared by my roommate. Since it was too spicy for me, I ate some leftover spaghetti, but that was OK with me. I still enjoyed myself and socialized. Bedtime was early for most of us, as we were all exhausted. 

I’m not sure what today holds, but I’m sure you’ll hear about it in the morning. 

First day of training

Yesterday was so exhausting that I didn’t write. So I’ve decided that I might just write in the mornings instead of the evenings. Yesterday was full of a whole bunch of new things. At the center, we have to ride the van, or the bus, as it’s called, until we have learned the route to and from our apartments. So, I am still riding the bus. It leaves out at 7:30 in the morning, so that definitely makes for a very tired me sometimes. When I got to the center, I went to the office where we are to keep our dogs during classes. I didn’t yet know how this would be for my dog, as he is quite attached to me. So with a little fear in my heart, I left him in his crate, donned my sleep shades, and left with my cane. Since I have light perception, I am required to wear sleep shades during class, which reduce my vision to nothing. It’s very disorienting for me, but I think I’ll get used to it. 

     The first class of the day was seminar. This happens twice a week, and it is all about discussing topics related to blindness. Yesterday was about accepting special benefits specifically for blind people, which turned into a great discussion. After seminar, I went to shop class, where I used a click ruler to measure different lengths of wood. I went to lunch at noon with some new found friends, then came back for Braille class, where I read. Computer class at 2 was just talking about different technologies I used. And finally, to end the day, I went to travel class. This is definitely a new thing for me, as I’ve never used a straight cane before. I had to spend some of my time learning a new cane technique, but I was soon walking around the building and finding all my classes. I have been given clearance to cross Railroad Street, which means that I no longer have to wait on someone to walk with me to shop class (what a relief!) Today, we’re going to work on the apartment route, and also I’ve got my first home management class. Off to pack my bag I go!

I’m here!

Well, all, I’m here at the Louisiana Center for the Blind. Its been a while, so I’ll take a minute to update you. 

I finished my visit with my Oxford friends and went to Dayton to see another. Most of the weekend was spent being lazy, but it was good girl time. After nearly missing my bus on Monday night, I arrived back at my apartment to finish packing and straightening up before my trip. 

Tuesday morning was much too early for this girl. After only six hours of sleep, I was really feeling it. I checked and rechecked everything, and, at 10:00, I was out the door. A wonderful friend from church gave me a ride, and I was at the airport in no time. I had a lot of stuff with me, so this time I opted to use airport assistance to get to my gate. Thankfully, the Delta representative who weighed my bags was nice and let one of them slide through, even though it was a bit overweight (let’s not talk about the fact that I can’t pack very well.) I got to the gate with plenty of time to spare, and got on the plane with no issues. As we took off, I felt a panicked feeling surge into my chest. I hate to fly, and always think of why every movement of the plane feels wrong. But all went well and we landed safely in Atlanta. The layover was long, only shortened by the fact that I had to switch concourses. I did not realize how huge that airport was. The second leg of the trip went quite well and I landed in Monroe. After retrieving my bags, I rode to the center. I was so tense and excited I could barely talk. I got to my apartment, met my roommate, and unpacked. I fell exhausted onto my bed that night and slept like a baby. 

     Today was my first day at the center. The bus for new students picked me up at 7:30 and we rode to the center. I was nervous to see the attitudes of people at the center about my dog, since we aren’t allowed to work with them when we are using out canes. This is a definite bit of bad news for me, but everyone loved Dallas. I spent the morning filling out paperwork and getting a tour of the center. I went to McDonnald’s for lunch and then had two classes: tech and Braille. I know that I already know a lot about these things, but I think I can take that foundation and make myself that much stronger. Finally, I went grocery shopping. I brought it all home to the apartment and went to dinner with my roommate and her uncle, who was here on a visit. And now, I sit here, writing to you all. It’s getting a bit late and I still have an Apple event keynote to listen to. Nobody spoil it. Off I go. More tomorrow, as the real training begins. 

long time no post,

It’s been a while since I’ve posted. Not because I haven’t had anything to talk about, but because I’ve been extremely busy. Monday was kind of a lazy day, with an appointment to et a vaccine in the afternoon. I then spent the evening packing boxes to go to Louisiana. I can’t believe that I fly out in five days. Those that know me will know that I hate, absolutely hate, to fly. It makes me so nervous i can hardly breathe and I am usually terrified of some horrible catastrophe the whole flight. In this case, there are two flights, with a two hour and fifteen minute layover between them in Atlanta. I’ll spend some of that time looking for my other gate, but I’ll spend the rest of it totally freaking out because I have to sit still and wait to board the stupid plane. The waiting is the most difficult for me. I get to sit and think about all the weird noises, all the smells, all the people. And, of course, I’m flying on small planes for both legs of my trip. How fun will that be. Any kind words of wisdom would be appreciated. 

Anyway, the boxes are packed and my suitcases are mostly so. I called Delta, and they claim that they won’t charge me for Dallas’s kennel and the fact that it needs to go under the plane. I wish I could have gotten someone to sign that in blood, but I guess I’ll just have to fight with the clueless airline representatives on Tuesday. Hopefully it’s noted in my file like I asked and there won’t be any issue. 

I left my apartment on Tuesday for Oxford, taking a total of five busses in one day, plus one horribly expensive cab ride. Dinner consisted of LaRosa’s pizza, one of my favorites, and ice cream from a little family run shop on Spring Street. It feels weird being back here, in a town that I spent four years of my life in, where so much change and growth happened for me. I keep thinking that there is a giant red X on my forehead, or a sign on my back that says “She’s the girl who sued that university.” In truth, no one has talked about it, but it sure does feel weird. Yesterday was pretty lazy, filled with hanging out with friends and eating lunch at Skyline, a great tradition. I’m not sure what’s planned for the rest of the day, but I might post later if there’s something interesting to talk about. Oh, yeah, and before I go, congratulations to my wonderful boyfriend on his new dog. It’s so exciting to see life changing things happen like this. Off I go to finish my Starbucks tea and read my email. 

lucky, just so lucky!

Today is Sunday, August 30. Nine days till I leave for training. Today was full of reminders of just how lucky I am. 

I woke to a quiet apartment. I remembered: today is the day that my wonderful boyfriend leaves for Guiding Eyes for the Blind to get a guide dog. I will certainly miss his voice on the phone all the time, but I know this will be a great experience. I sent off a quick text, and jumped out of bed. I got into my church clothes and made breakfast. My ride showed up for church and off I went. 

Service really made me think. It was all about how we can never clean ourselves up for God. Christ is as cleaners it gets. With His blood, we are made as white as snow. We are so lucky. Lucky to be forgiven. Lucky to have our sins paid for. Just so lucky to have the best father in the universe. 

I left church and had lunch with some friends. How lucky I am to have friends who are friends with me, not because of my blindness, but because of my personality. They do not pity me. They really care about my well-being. I am so lucky. One of them is going to come over tomorrow and help me pack boxes for Louisiana. I’m so blessed to have such wonderful people all around me. 

I stopped past Petco and got a Halti for Dallas, in the hopes that it will help with his constant pulling. 

And then, when I got home, I had a call waiting from my amazingly loving boyfriend. The ringtone really made me realize how lucky I am to have him as well. I couldn’t have asked for a better friend, a better person to live life with. I couldn’t ask for a better person to continue to hold me accountable in my Christian beliefs. I am truly lucky to be in love with my best friend. 

And now, I sit on a conference call, with another at ten if I can stay up long enough. What a wonderful way to spend the evening. 

Woot! First post!

Bear with me, folks, I’ve never done this before. I’ve decided that I’m going to start blogging about my life experiences as a blind person. What a perfect time to do this. I’ve just gotten a new apartment in a new city, and I’m getting ready to go to the Louisiana Center for the Blind to attend some of the best training this country has to offer. Of course, I have my trusty guide dog Dallas at my side through this whole adventure. So today’s post is just to test this whole thing out. It’s getting late, and I’ll go to bed soon, church in the morning, but I wanted to get this first post off. Oh, naughty puppy, what do I hear you doing? Oh boy, he’s not coming when called. If I have to walk in there, sir, and grab your collar, it’s going to be bad. One more chance, mister, before Mama comes running.With a shake of the head and jingle of tags, I hear a snorty labby walk into the room. He’s not over at the bed just yet. I ask him again. “Dallas, come.” Finally, a cold nose touches me. Naughty lab has finally listened. Praise, and a promise for extensive obedience routines to come. Oh, living with this little troublemaker is the best. And now he’s staring at me, as if he couldn’t possibly have done something wrong… Honest, Mom, I didn’t do anything! I’m too innocent for that! Ah well, it’s park time for the puppy, so off I go to do that, and then off to an early bedtime with Gray’s Anatomy on the Netflix, the air conditioner cranked, because Lord knows it’s humid outside, and a cuddly yellow Lab by my side. Don’t hate… I do let him on the bed. But he does understand and obey the off command, so I’m not worried. Off I go, all, and good night.